I have sister comparison issues. I'm paranoid that my parents are eternally comparing me to my sister, who is a genius when it comes to academic work. And every time I feel like my parents will thing I'm not as good as her, I start hiding things, and sabotaging myself. And, that's not what's happening now. Now, I just can't work up the chutzpah to do anything really productive, because I don't feel like I'm DOING anything, and it's not like I don't know that doing the work will get me closer to a diploma, but the "What's the point?" part of my brain is getting stronger.