life sucks

[whogeek]

So, I wanted to join the Marching Band service fraternity,  Kappa Kappa Psi(pronounced sigh).  Went to rush events, hung out with the KKPsi people, talked, laughed, generally had a lot of fun with them.  So Wednesday, I had to turn in my letter of intent, saying that yes, I wanted to pledge.  A few hours ago, a couple of people from KKPsi came by my dorm room to tell me if I could pledge or not.  I can't.  My GPA is too low right now, because of the whole, passive aggressive, depression thing last year.  You know,  this shit.  So I've been working all last semester and now this semester to bring my GPA up, but it's still too low.  It's really rather disappointing, because I really wanted to do this.  I feel kind of empty at the moment.  And I'm tired.  It hurts a bit.  Because this was something that was really important to me.  And I still have writings to get done.  Fuck my life.

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[jetpack-angel.livejournal.com]

So I was about to read this entry, but then something came up and I don't know that I'll be able to concentrate on it for a couple of days (see mine for details). I'll try again when I can stop crying.

[whogeek.livejournal.com]

What. The. Hell. Who the fuck are you, and why are you writing about this in response to a post that has nothing to do with harry potter? Fuck off, and don't post random comments in my journal again.